Tabitha's diary

[Desiree']

Dear Diary,

Can I be any more of a spaz. I totally made myself look like a moron in front of two guys...of course guys, like I have any chance. They were kind of cute, but why why I actually try to bring myself out of my shell, I make a moron of myself that makes me pull further into it. I still have Cassidy though, I don't know what I would do if Cassidy wasn't my friend. I probably would go to class, eat and sit on my bed doing my homework and go to sleep, I'm so grateful that she is my friend.
I would really like to have a boyfriend, or someone who liked me, but I'm to afraid to ask Cass to help me find one, because I might actually like the guy she sets me up with.
Mother isn't doing very well, and I get more worried about her day by day, but the doctors said she is improving slightly, but there is no hope for her to actually pull out of this, only prolong her life.
Isn't my life grand?
Tabitha

[Desiree']

Dear Diary,

So I have made a new wonderful friend today. Avi. She gave me a wonderful new makeover and taught me how to 'hold' myself throughout the day. I feel bad that Cass and I haven't really spent a lot of time together, but she is pretty caught up with Erik at the moment, so it's nice to have someone to hang out with.

Avi has really showed me how shy I have been around other people, and I think the more time I spend with her, the more I'm really coming out of my shell, and I'm tired of bending to everyone else. Maybe things can only get better from here.
Tabitha

[Desiree']

Dear Diary,
Wow, I can't believe what Avi showed me how to do actually worked. I got a boyfriend! Who thought that was possible? His name is Carlisle Butler, and he is so cute. A little shy, so I'm trying to be extra outgoing, and it seems to work.

There is so much drama going around the castle right now, it's unbelievable, but I'm actually one of the lucky ones not to be caught up in it. I have to say, I'm very glad about that as well!
Tabitha